to my dear readers....i'm not a despo *laughs*......words just seem so much more deeper and powerful when i am low...... craziness usually takes care of my happiness....*smile..*

THE LOUDEST SILENCE..

She turned her head a little ,to get just a glimpse of him from the corner of her eye........ he was standing behind her..... she fully aware of his presence, trying to be ignorant, to be bold......a smile spread over her face.....she could feel his heavy breath behind her while he had stopped hers.....she stood there. Still.... Waiting.......... ...

HE......all he ever wanted was to make her his, to defeat her strength and take over her....he had waited so long  for her.... and now there she was.....

SHE...all she ever wanted was to be defeated....to surrender, her ego, attitude....everything that she owned.....to be taken over completely,by that one person..... by that one person who stole her heart....and here he was.....and she was waiting...

..... and their silence filled the white room... ..

THE WIND was blowing , like a prankster..... like he knew just what both of them were thinking, he  tried to help, but in vain.. .. they were both equally strong.... equally bad... equally stubborn.. and equally perfect....he loved seeing them both....he loved the way he could read their silence...those unspoken words ,that he knew they both understood.... the way he could feel their love.. he had seen many before, but this ... this was different... this was strangely powerful.... and it make him smile to think of it.... he decided he wouldn’t quit... he started his game...

suddenly the whole room was filled with a breeze, nothing moved .but she could feel a cold kissing her skin.... she closed her eyes..... she wanted it to be him.... he was warm.... his skin was the perfect abode for her... she could easily and effortlessly get lost in it..... all she wanted was to turn....

he could see her hair falling over her face.... he knew it disturbed her.... then there was this sudden urge to touch her.... to hold her tight in his hands and feel her...to never let go.....to make her his....to defeat her... he knew she wanted it too... but he only wished she wouldn’t  turn....

and the wind, it smiled.....

like the water oozing out of a crack....
i'll escape , into my voidness, through the crack in this world...
unnoticed, until i'm all gone and escaped.....
*smiles*

for a long time, i ran behind something i never had...
then one day i got tired, i slowed down,.
then i looked back......
and then i realised.......
i had more than i ever actually wanted....
thank you life........:)

i've no definitions.....
 i've no connections........
i belong to no category, caste or group........
no one owns me....
nothing defines me,
nothing is attached to me,
i live and die my way....
i walk and talk my way.......
i please none , so i hurt none....
i live and let others live.......
i'm simply defined in me...........