THE BLACK AND WHITE RAINBOW.......

 

 There were things I always wanted to say,

But my body, your brand new prey.

Tears, they dry up inside,

Deep down, I drown in them each night.

But no. You won’t see the tears I cry,

No more do I scream on the outside.

Pained at the wound I cannot feel,

Laughing at the biggest joke called me.

I trusted you with all my soul,

And now I carry in me, a breathing hole.

I scream, I cry, trying not to understand.                                                                                   

My reflection in me, I see, blood tanned.

It rips me apart, to spot in your eyes,

Every time I say, “I love you”, that victorious smile.

                           Oh! Don’t you worry about her, my love.

                           “I’ll be fine. I’ll survive”

                           But you, she’ll never blame,

                          You are an animal, such a shameless pitiful name.

                          You’ve scarred her flesh, but her soul’s intact.

                          Broken once but now much stronger than that.

                          In many you’ll see her. In many, that you feel.

                          She won’t haunt you. With a smile she sets you free.

A gasp of hope, and now i’m back,

My death , gave birth to my life.

But do you know, what I loathe you for the most?

For painting in me, that black and white rainbow.........

Inspiration: 22  female kottayam